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I have always assumed that if ever presented with the opportunity to try a cigarette it would be easy to say no, I know the dangers of smoking, I believe that it is a stupid thing to do, and I always assumed that this knowledge would keep me from trying one. However, it was surprisingly difficult yesterday when I found a pack of cigarettes and a lighter on the job site where I was working, I have always wondered what it would be like to smoke, there is obviously something there because so many people do it. I think it would have been way easier if someone had offered me one, because then I would have had someone to say no to, but it was just me and I knew that I could try one and no one would ever know. Well at first I decided not to so I put the pack aside and went on with my work, but the fact that the pack was still there still tempted me. So one after another I destroyed the cigarettes so that the temptation would be gone, but I was surprised at my own compulsion to try it. I don’t know why I felt so eager to try one despite my knowledge of the ill effects. it gave me something to think about that is for sure.

My week has been awful, every day has had something to ruin it Tuesday I found out that I have damaged my eyes, Wednesday I stayed home sick and then found out that I had homework at 10:00 PM, and then today I rear ended a lady and broke a girl at schools sunroof on her car…. so all in all my week has been pretty wretched…

I got some bad news today…

I had an eye doctor’s appointment today and after taking a look at my eyes the doctor told me: “Well you have definitely damaged the surface of your eye.”!!! He went on to inform me that blood vessels had grown in my eye as a result of wearing my contacts too much and never taking them out. The end result he told me: “You will go blind.” I was aghast and asked “Are you serious?” he assured me that he was and that if I continued to wear contacts for longer than I am supposed to I will go blind within 1-2 years. After discussing the options with my father the doctor decided that I should wear glasses for at least a year before wearing contacts again. So I had to pick out glasses and will have them by the end of the week, until such time I will be practically blind.
So yeah not a good day.