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Is there anything that I am doing in my life that is worthwhile? Am I really making a difference? If I went away, would anything really change? What impact does my existence have on the world around me? These are the questions that are floating around in my head right now. I have thought about this before and I am going to reiterate it. If I were to die, thnk about the youth group a total of about 10-15 people would notice 5-10 would really care beyond the obligatory sadness. The other day someone said something jokingly about me being expendable, now they were only joking and I understand that. But I also understand that my talents are not unique and I am not that special or important. I want to do more, to be something but I don’t know how.

-Amazinzay