Emotions
May-31-2006
I hate the times when the pain comes for no reason, nothing to trigger it, just overwhelming pain. I don’t know why it happens, I don’t know what brings it on, I sit there and cry over nothing. The feeling of weakness is aweful, I hate feeling weak, I hate other people seeing that weakness, I want to be alone, to cry, to let it out, but it doesn’t go away, when I keep it bottled up it kills me, I have to tell someone, but who do I tell? Who can I let see my weakness? I don’t know what to do, and it kills me.
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It’s good to have a friend that you can share your emotions with. It’s good to have someone to talk to without faer of being misunderstood. It has been a real blessing to me to have a friend that I know cares, that I can talk to about anything. I hope that you find a person you can talk to like that.
ok… I think I’m about to be really hypocritical here… hurting does not mean that you are weak… and trying to shove it aside won’t help… Anyway I’m here if you ever want to talk… or to just hang out and watch me paint or something
I recommend drugs. Or drinking alcohol until you pass out. Or possibly hammering your little toe into a small flater version. Maybe you could become a hollywood stunt double for Jackie Chan. Ever consider playing chicken with a cement truck?
Nah, forget those things. Talk to Rebecca.
Or me
. I have that confidentiality thing. I think I have proven that I can keep a secret.
Honest question that i would like to be answered(if you don’t mind):
am i not somene you can talk to?
You are, and I did. This was Wednesday night. I talked to you a little about it after service did I not?
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