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I was thinking today about being normal and changing. What does it mean to be normal? Why am I so scared to change? I used to think that I was not scared of change, but now I realize that I am. I don’t want to change I want to stay the old me where I was okay and comfortable with being anti-social. Also, why is it so hard to act normal? Am I afraid that people won’t like the real me? I think that is it. I think that if people saw me as I really am they would be like: “wow he is absolutely despicable” now I know that that is way exaggerating but I think that it is true to some extent. I don’t want to change but I don’t want to stay this way.

-amazinzay

I fear change because I am afraid I will become that which I despise.